Monday, September 29, 2008
The story...I was talking with Sammi and she told me about a video on youtube. It is of the Wizard of Oz suicide. Apparently in the background of the movie they caught someone hanging themselves on camera. Later this was replaced with a bird on the DVD version. That's how the story goes. Well, I was interested in seeing this. I love those little things about movies (Disney's Ariel ring a bell?). They make me curious and I like to see them for myself. So last night I went in search of a good video that showed this.
Here is the one I found
Wizard of Oz Suicide
Okay, I see what they are talking about. I'm not sure if it is actually a person though. So I went in search of a better video....and came across this.
Please note, this scared the crap out of me! Not for the feight of heart!! You get a warning.
The Wizard of Oz Suicide - Revealed
I'll let you catch your breath. I didn't get a warning when I watched this. I should have read the comments I suppose but who does that before watching every youtube video? I jumped and screamed my head off. Things like that, that just pop up, scare me. It was so unexpected! This is the first thing to really scare me in years...years.
I just watched it again and it still creeps me out.
Just thought I'd share the scare!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
I'm going to go kick Lego Batman's butt. And clean the house. If I'm not back by tomorrow either the thing growing in the corner pulled me in or one of the villains has me hostage. I'm off to save my appartment! Duh da dunnnn! (like superhero music...get it?)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Let's see, Blablover5 from Introverted Bride tagged me. Yay! Super blogger! You should check her out.
Now I think I just answer the questions like she did, right? Works for me!
4 things I did today:
1. Woke up ready to get the working portion of Friday over with so that I could enjoy my weekend. Oh how I love the weekends!!!
2. Watched this clip from a football game. Frickin' amazing! I tried something like that in a dream the other night. Only it was showing off my skills at a running roundoff backhandspring backtuck. I ended up watching my head roll away from my body. Let's just say it was unsuccessful.
3. Learned that my bank Wamu is not very happy today. Or my Dad. He had stocks in Wamu. Whoops.
4. Got surprised by Justin for lunch. He was supposed to be too busy to take a lunch today. Noon rolled around and in walked Honey! The perfect pick-me-up for a Friday afternoon!
4 things on my To Do list:
1. Get off my lazy ass and get it back to the gym...tonight!
2. Play Legos Batman and get the current frickin' level finished...again. We bought a Wii just a couple days ago and last night while in hot pursuit of some villains our tv started emitting this horrible loud "ehhhhhhhhhhh". Think of "the most annoying sound in the world" from Dumb and Dumber. Yeah, that one. The Wii froze. We lost our unsaved progress! Damn it! It wasn't that bad of a loss, but enough to get really frustrated with the darn thing and call it some mean names. Let's hope tonight goes better.
3. Get my cardboxes finished. I've been unable to do these because I need an exacto knife to cut the top slit before I decoupage them. No knife, no progress. My goal is to finish these tomorrow. Or at least get a good start. It depends on if the Joker taunts me. I might be forced to play.
4. Do the dishes and scrub down the bathroom. I'm been putting the bathroom off. My least favorite of household chores. I figure if I do it tonight, I don't have to worry about it the rest of the weekend. Blah.
4 of my guiltiest pleasures:
1. Being a nerd and playing video games late late into the night. We're talking next morning here.
2. Shopping at Torrid. I love this store! My pretty plastic cards get abused here. Oops.
3. Being a Britney Spears closet fan. I can't help it. I love her music. Have you heard her new song Womanizer? LAUV ET! <---Kinda like a high pitched sing-songy voice. (From a movie I'm not sure which.) I'm glad she's finally not so damned crazy.
4. Food. I have a love/hate relationship with food. I'm learning to control the beast.
4 random facts about little ol' me:
1. I have this weird thing about open doors. I get anxious if I'm in a room -any room- and the door is open. I have to constantly glance at it. Otherwise I end up scared and running to either slam it shut or leave the room.
2. If I'm in a longer than normal hallway or an aisle at the grocery store I'll walk down to the end of it...runway style. Always making sure I have the "wind in the hair" look.
3. I have been to Disneyland 16 times throughout my life (I'll double check that when I get home.) and I can't wait to go back!
4. When I was 8 I was a Junior Princess at the Toledo Summer Festival. That year I fell out of a tire swing at the highest possible point. I broke my arm and a stick went into my lip (inside it actually, where the lip and gums meet.) I had to pry myself off of the stick. Eew. That night was a big hoopla to announce everyone and I really wanted to go. I was eight and there was a princess tiara...of course I wanted to go. I passed out on stage and had to get carried away by my Dad.
Now I'm gonna tag 4 people:
1. Ramblings of a future Mrs
2. She Weds
3. THE ATYPICAL BRIDE
4. Jumping the Broom
I hope they don't mind being tagged! I really should comment people more often instead of just reading their blog and sneaking out the back door.
Duck, duck, GOOSE!!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Each mini bouquet has a charm attached to it. Each charm has a meaning. The key you see means this lucky lady will be the next to buy a home. I'm not putting any sayings with the mini's though. Each charm can be interpreted however the holder sees fit.
Cute huh? I read this idea somewhere and have successfully kept it a secret until now. So if you were a Party Pooper and read it while, in fact, being a lady who will be grooving to the Man Eater song and trying to catch one of these bad boys...please don't spread the word. It won't be any fun if you spoil it! Plus, I just decided it will be bad luck and your charm will mean the complete opposite. In this case, you will be the last person in the group to get a home. So NO Party Pooping please...pretty please? I beg you don't tell?
Monday, September 22, 2008
In this you can see again the pretty ribbon. The sheer doesn't take pictures very well. It's shy I guess. It's this really pretty brown/red/copperish color. Gorgeous! The main focus on this pic was to show you the raffia that I tied on the stems. I was never good at making those darned necklaces in school. You know, the ones most of the potheads sported? But I must say I did a sweet job on this one!
This is my cake serving set. I'm not certain that what you're looking at is the final product. I'm not completely satisfied but what else can I do? Unless I can think of something better, this is it. It makes me happy...but not HAPPY! Eh.
This is the memorial. You know those pretty shiny super polished round but flat (does that make since) rocks that some people use to decorate or put in fish tanks? Well those are at the bottom. Then two white peonies (I LOVE PEONIES!!!!).
These are going somewhere (obviously) with a sign that says, "In loving memory" to honor my Grandpa, Justin's step-dad Mike, and Justin's Grandma.
The crafting continues...
The bridesmaids necklace I made. It's a floating necklace and looks really pretty when on. I love the way they turned out. The beginning attempts at this type of necklace hung funny when you put it on. The pearls clumped together and it just looked bad. We shortened it a bit and added some more pearls. It hangs right below their collarbones now. Almost like how it's hanging in the picture.
Another picture of the bridesmaids necklaces. I'm not sure if I'm going to keep the extra one or give it to someone important in the wedding. Kind of like an extra thank you.
And these little beauties are the MOH's sets. Pretty little strands. I like the drop that will hang down the back. Just lovely.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
This shows part of the dance floor and the wall with the "cool" elk head. We are getting married at the Elks. But really? Maybe I can put a veil on it. Or hang some tulle on the antlers. No one will ever know.
This picture is showing the doors I was thinking about having the ceremony in front of. Outside you can see the deck. Well, you can't really see it in this picture but use your imagination. This also shows the dance floor and how it connects to the counter (far right).This is the humongous counter space we get to use with the kitchen behind it. All is available to us! I was very pleased to see that counter. It's the whole length of the kitchen! This pic doesn't show it well but it's about 3ft deep. SWEET!!!! Now we don't have to use the tables for food. Just people...and maybe presents.This is the right side of the deck. Also available to use.
And this is the left side. Something else I was thinking about...the deck wraps around slightly. I could enter from here and come through those doors to wherever we decide the ceremony should be. I'm not sure where to enter from so no one sees me before my big debut. This is one option I've pondered. The only problem is there is no cover outside. If it's raining this might not be pleasant. I just looked through these pictures again and darn it...that pic with the elk head shows a big ol' window right were I was planning on hiding if I went with this option. Hmmmm...I'll figure it out later when everyone is at the location and we can bounce ideas off each other.
Less than a month before I'm Mrs. Perkins!!!!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
I don't want to have a card to read from during the ceremony so I need to start practicing my vows. Gotta commit those suckers to memory. It shouldn't be that bad. I have a good memory and already have most memorized anyways. After all, it is what I feel all the time. I'm just vocalizing it.
Well, now I'm going to work on the songs for the wedding. We purchased an alarm clock/radio/ipod thing-a-ma-jig the other day. The entire wedding music will be from DJ ipod. I love the guy, he's a riot. Right now he's in a pink case though. Maybe I'll let him go au naturale for the wedding. We'll see. I'm not sure all the details to using an ipod for your songs. I think I'm going to create a list of songs (that we like) and then put my, oh say the bouquet toss song in between them. So, for instance, the ipod will play song #1, #2, #3, #4, bouquet toss, #5, #6, etc...get it? And since I'm making the list I'll have an idea when things are coming up. Plus, I'll let key people know which songs are which. When someone hears an "important" song they will yell out, "Bouquet toss!!!"
Pretty laid back and casual, yeah? I'm diggin' it! I think I'm going to make one of my former cheerleaders in charge of pushing play for the ceremony music. Then she can just turn down the volume when the time is right. I'll let you know what else I come up with.
So this is a picture of the whole thing.
An up close view of the border and writing. There are little swirls and background swishes all over. It blends in with the writing and makes it easier to cover up any little mistakes.
The writing was done freehand, I'm sure you can tell, with pen. No pencil...because I don't have a single one in the whole house. I looked.
I love the way it turned out. Guests will sign the glass frame with pens. We're doing this in lieu of a guest book. Because who really goes through a book to look at little "Congratulations - Jane Doe" Not me, that's for sure. This way the framing is meaningful to us and we can see all those happy sayings everyday hanging on our wall. I love this idea.
Off to do more wedding stuff...
Friday, September 19, 2008
So the strand of pearls I purchased from Diamonds by the Sea for about $60. The earrings I made with pearls I purchased from ebay for a total of maybe $4.00 tops including shipping. Don't they look almost identical? Oh how I love you ebay!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm just so friggin' excited. I never thought my life would be full of...well, love. Cheesy but true. We never say, "I love you." in my family. EVER. We don't hug. I don't remember ever doing any of that. Then when I met Justin I was thrown for a loop. They say it all the time! Outloud! And hug people a lot! It threw me off the other day when his Mom told me she loved me. I just stood there dumbfounded. I'm just not used to saying it. She said it's okay Honey, you don't have to say anything. I love my new family. I'm looking forward to having kids and telling them I love them every day, multiple times throughout the day. Oh, and squeezing their brains out!
Not literally. For all you negative, don't-have-anything-better-to-do people out there. I have never squeezed any child's brains out and I do not condone squeezing children. Are we clear? As a cheerleading coach I had to learn the hard way that some people really are dumbasses. I don't even remember what it was but I made some silly joke that was obviously extremely exaggerated and what do you know? I got a call from the Athletic Director asking about it. So now I feel the need to explain myself occasionally and point out that no, Dumbass. You're not suppose to really go out and do that. Oh the drama.
Wedding, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas!! Holidays Rock!
I am getting married! EEEK! Many of the things that are left to do I have to wait for. Getting the cake, pumpkins, nails done, etc. I can't really do those until much closer to The Day. Yep, it's in caps cause it's that darn important.
There are quite a few things I could be doing now I suppose. This weekend I'm going to whip out a couple. I plan on finishing my vows which are practically done anyways. Just a little modifications here and there to put the icing on the cake. Then I will finish the ceremony while I'm at it. It's in the rough draft stage. Next, I will finish the card box and the recipe holder box. The card box is, duh, for anyone bringing us cards (really? A card box for cards?). The recipe box will look similar to the card box. It is going next to the food and is for *drumroll please* recipes! Since each invite asked for a side dish of their choice with the family recipe I realized I should probably have a place for them to stick the recipes. Otherwise they'd most likely end up all over the counter and perhaps even in the food. My family is great, yeah?
I also should work on the whole picture thing. I bought this awesome frame on sale. $11.00 for a $25.00 frame! I win! I'm going to put a cute pic of me and Justin in it (oh yeah, I should probably find one of those too. Add that to my To Do list.) and then I have to figure out what I'm going to edge the pic with. My choices are covering the free space with maple leaves or freehanding (I'm fairly artsy and freehanding a pretty script I could manage well. It would be more like drawing than just writing.) Where was I? Oh yeah, freehanding the lyrics from the Adam Sandler song "Grow old with you". Or when we decide what our first dance song is I could use that. But we are HUGE movie people and this song fits pretty damn perfect. In fact I just decided it's this song or the maple leaves. No other options. So now I just have to figure out the nitty gritty details and viola!
What is this picture for you ask? For people to draw funny faces on! What else! Realistically they are suppose to sign their well wishes and yadda yadda yadda... But I will not be surprised if I end up with a pirate mustache and round glasses and Justin gets...oh let's say an eye patch and buckteeth. Yep. I know my family pretty well, you just wait and see what happens. I'm one of those people who will most definitely say, "I told you so." so beware when I'm indeed correct.
Change of subject, my hand has stopped twitching!!! Yippee!! It stopped it's tissy fit completely on Tuesday. Monday it was twitching off and on. And then before that it was twitching all day everyday. Weird huh? But hooray! Finally relief.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
They were only getting rid of them because they have 3 kids. One is a cute little girl about 4 maybe? who kept coming out to help us load it all up. They also have a great dane. This furniture was just too big for their house so they were downsizing. Yeah for us! After saying yes, we absolutely want this, we drove to the nearest ATM withdrew our money and headed home. We had enough time to pick up the living room and move most of our current furniture out of the way (shoved it in different rooms). Then the nice craigslist guy showed up with our furniture and backed his trailer into our super narrow driveway. What a guy. He helped Justin unload everything. I didn't have to unload anything. The plus side of them thinking girls are "dainty" ha! I've never been dainty in my life.
We spent the rest of the evening rearranging the house, putting stamps on invites and finally sitting down and vegged a little watching Starship Troopers 3. That movie was pretty dumb. Not the worst movie I've ever seen, but pretty lame and definitely in the top 10.
P.S. The twitch continues in my left hand.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Then I suppose we will drive back into Newport. Why you ask? Because our gym membership is due today. It was due the 1st and we forgot that day. We haven't been since the 1st (don't even get me started on this one) and it will be late after today. So we MUST go to the gym tonight. At least to drop off the money.
We also have to go to the local grocery store and get our invitation weighed. Hopefully it will just cost regular postage. I've been having a pretty shitty week though so I'll bet a pretty penny it's more.
Then, we have to actually get the damn things in the mail. I just found out today that a few addresses are wrong. Oh. Frickin'. Well. They'll still get the invite. It'll just go to a different house. I'm not re-labeling them AGAIN. I already had to do this to about 10 invites. No more. No way Hoser.
Somewhere in here we have to go to some lady's house (she's moving away and giving us these things) and pick up a chair (this is for Justin's Mom, Debbie) and table, fit it into our car (what??) and bring it back to our apartment. I did mention we are getting a sofa and loveseat in there today right?
Super. Just. Super.
So, our living room will consist of: an old couch, a futon, a huge entertainment center, 2 large end tables, 2 dvd racks (bookshelves people height), a new-ish couch and loveseat set, a broken old dusty chair (for his Mom), a rolling table, my snakes cage and stand, and our shoe holder/bench. Am I leaving anything out? Our living room is decent size. But not large. There won't be room to breathe. AHHHH!
Then...it gets better!...Justin is not going to want to go to Newport. I can almost guarantee it. So we won't get his Mom's chair dropped off at her house tonight. Justin is leaving for school tomorrow and will be gone until Friday evening. He won't want to do it then either. I get to move all this furniture around by myself. Not to mention clean out the spare room of all wedding stuff (O.M.G.) so that the spare room can actually become a spare room with a bed etc. and our living room can, once again, be livable.
Hmm...why won't my body stop twitching? Perhaps because I'm going cookoo?
For the last four days now (FOUR (4) whole days!!) I have had a twitch in my palm. It is my left palm on the thumb side of the "life line", right above the thumb muscle (if that description doesn't make much sense to you...just go with it...) It has been twitching non-stop. It makes it itch/tickle so I'm constantly touching it. ERGGG! So annoyingly frustrating! I wake up with it twitching, I go to sleep with it twitching.
This morning my left foot between my big toe and the next one (whatever you want to call it) started twitching so bad I had to take off my shoe and do a quick massage to make it stop.
My eyelids have been twitching off and on throughout the day. My right ring finger twitched for about a half and hour. I'm going twitching nuts!!!!
Which is why I need to take a deep breath (or a couple hundred) and say, "Ommmmmmmmm" in a nice warm bubble bath. I've tried massaging my hand in every plausible way I could think of. Honey gave me a nice neck and back massage yesterday (such a sweety). Still no relief.
I'm going bonkers. 4 days with a non stop twitch. What a pain in the ass.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I don't know if I mentioned this before, but in the invites we wrote for people to please bring their favorite side dish along with the family recipe so that we may create a "Wedding Day Cookbook". Having a full kitchen to our disposal will be a humongous, ginormous advantage. I know already some plan on bringing crock pots and such that need outlets and space. Yeah for the kitchen!
We are going out to the location Saturday to look at everything. We've never actually been in the building so I hope to bejesus that we did not just make an outragous mistake.
Only 39 days left! Oh my gosh time is ticking!!!
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
I am so in love with this dress! *eeeeeeek* I'm squealing with excitement. Next month I get to wear this dress for a day!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Follower. It reminds me of the skunk Flower from Bambi. Follower.
He wrote me on myspace. Not kidding. We talked a little bit via myspace mail. Then he wrote, "I know this is cheesy, but can I have your phone number?". I said yes, indeed, cheesy but gave it to him anyways. I like cheese. I remember feeling giddy and nervous. I called Sam over to look at his pics and asked her what she thought. She said to go for it! Thank God I did! I'm sooooo not great at talking on the phone so as much as I was excited, I was running the "what ifs" in my head. I was never one of those teenagers who spent hours on the telephone. I hated talking on the phone and I told him that.
So I gave him my number. And waited. And waited. Then I got another email. He said when he called my cell he got some guy answering the phone. I informed the silly boy he had dialed the wrong number. He tried again and this time I answered. We ended up talking for a good 3 hours that first time. Who knew?
We talked a few more times on the phone. Then he asked if we could go out sometime. I said sure as long as it wasn't McDonald's. That's where the myspace serial killers go. He said no problem. Burger King it is! It made me laugh. We went out that weekend. He pulled up to my parents house, I ran out before any of my family could interrogate, and off we went. The first movie we ever saw together was Disturbia.
During one of our many long phone conversations, we found out we have many, MANY things in common. One of them is movies. He even played the game me and my sisters play without me ever telling him about it. The game is to recite little pieces of movies and then ask what movie it's from. Well, during one of our talks he said, "What's your boggle?" Then all cocky, I bet you don't know what movie that's from?
I knew then that this guy was gonna get to me. I responded, "Oh, yes I do! That is one of my favorite movies ever! Demolition Man." I win!
We are, without a doubt, movie maniacs. I have found the perfect guy for me. My Honey ROCKS! And I owe it all to myspace.
Justin says he'll take care of the location dilemma for me. He says, "Honey, it will be done and paid for, 100% complete, by this Monday." What a sweetheart.
I'm getting married next month. NEXT MONTH!!! Can you believe it? I can't. I'm still in shock I found my soulmate. It was an ongoing joke in my family. Let's start at the beginning.
As you can see from the pics over to the side, both of my sisters were proposed to at Disneyland. The joke was that since I would never get a guy. I was planning to have a whole bunch of cats. One of them would be named Mr. Bubbles. I was going to take him to Disneyland and propose to him. Ha Ha, good laugh. It was never a problem for either of my sisters to get a guy. But me? HUGE PROBLEM. My father told me, "No wonder she can't get a guy. She's too much of a bitch for anyone to like." (What an ASSHOLE! It still makes me fume! Blue tipped fire is spurting out my ears as I type!) While that partly may be true, I just never liked anyone to ever say yes. Even to just a date. (Maybe because I had never seen a great, loving, open relationship? Maybe because I've learned that to show emotion is to show weakness? Maybe because I've learned that people, even those you think may love you, can be cruel?...Still fuming). I'm not a big fan of people. And I believe dating involves people.
So when I met Justin. Something clicked. We still have never fought. We have disagreements that are settled immediately. We are, simply put, perfect for each other. He is my other half. (cue background noises of people gagging) but it's true.